Wednesday, February 18, 2009

★:¸¸.•´´¯`•❤* 珍惜 ★:¸¸.•´´¯`•❤*

最近很多朋友开始了写blog生活
一起分享生活的点点滴滴~
一起分享他们的喜悦情趣~

我也开始迷恋上了写blog
每当有心事或喜悦都会想记录下来
或许是太过孤单, 没什么人聆听我的心声吧
所以唯有在这里述告我的心情

好羡慕朋友们多姿多彩的生活
好羡慕朋友们七彩缤纷的心情
有时候会问自己, 为什么我不能和他们一样?
拥有童年乐趣~ 少年生活~ 悠闲自在~
身边围绕着一群好朋友, 一起游玩嘻嘻哈哈~

说真的, 我没拥有过那种生活~
我不懂我的童年有什么乐趣~
在读书其间也是不活跃的一个~
从来没参加什么活动, 甚至连party我也没什么兴趣~
从没与一群同学朋友游玩喜乐, 也没有尝试过夜生活~
或许我没有活动的细胞, 也或许我没有那个机会~
从小在家是受保护的小瓜, 也必须帮忙姐做生意~
中三就堕入爱情, 就从此受到男友管制~
在家人和男友的双权严制下, 我已经是完全没自由的人~
所以我很依赖, 害怕失去一切的无主义女人~
现在长大了自由了, 踏入社会工作也有四年了~
生活已转变, 思想也成熟了~ 开始在自己生活增添色彩~
只可惜朋友越来越少了~ 各自奔波, 各有忙碌生活
偶尔才有一点时间一起聚会喝茶聊天~
在外工作, 我也只能通过电话来拉近与家人的感情~
就只有男友在身边陪伴着我, 一起经历风风雨雨~
所以我学会了"珍惜"!!!
珍惜我的家人,爱人和朋友~
希望你们健健康康, 快快乐乐~
一直陪伴着我到永远..........................

Monday, February 16, 2009

My vAleNtiNe's wEeKeNd

Nothing special on this year valentine's day~
no special celebration, no special present~
just a simple and normal day we had! *_______________*

On Saturday, my dear got to worked and me got to helped my friend to sold flower so our plan got to change on last minute =='
The feel of receiving flower is AMAZING~
The feel of selling flower is a WONDER~
Unexpected I was so daring to do it so... but then I still done it!
This was my first time, unable to describe the feeling~
Even there were embarrassed, but I feel very happy when saw the girl received the flower from lover ~ so blissful!!!
After few hours of peddled on expose to the sun, I was totally exhausted~ But, me only success sold out few of it because economic not so good and market very competitive, so many competitor anywhere you can see~sweat!!!
(may be I'm not sweet enough so nobody support me >.<) However, I had do my best and take it as experience, at least I learned to be bold! After reached home, I still cooked for my dear as I don't wish to went out anymore ~ I was totally died tired ~ whole body ache and tingle of blister on my leg, so painful!!! :'( but~~~thanks my dear for massage to me, apply ointment for me~ so great and touched!!! Love you so much, dear~ After catnap awhile, my dear fetch me out to ate dessert~ how happy am I cause he not really like to eat it but~ he knew I like it so...... ;) afterwards we went for a drive and then back home to watch movie~ At midnight we went for supper again~wAkAo, 1st time had supper since we're together about 2 and half years~ how memorable!! On Sunday, compensate our valentine's lunch at Stone Grill. Supposed went to redbox after lunch but room was fully booked so we just shop around instead! I thought have no more present but in the end my dear bought me a dress ~wahahaaaa... He is a particularist, not such romanticism... he only think highly of future instead of any commemorable days... so his expend always is for pragmatic and not on gift and present~sweat!!! So I had used on it that no have any suprise from him~ >.< (some time his thinking are right and reasonable, saving for future and prepare for the rainy day is better than everything~ how consideration he been!) Night time we went to Chinatown ate steamboat~ but the shop served not really good, little foods for choose and tasteless~ +.+ however, we still ate till very very full~ hehe... Now... I'm falling sick~ fever, headache and whole body ache~~~ ChAm.............@_________@

Thursday, February 12, 2009

sLeepy dAy

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woke up early today~
to prepare lovely breakfast for my dear & sister~
bread with ham and fried egg~ *o*
such simple but yummy taste~

but now so sleepy -(

recently woke up at around 6 or 6.20am~
(to avoid bump against with housemate to use toilet, so I choose woke up early better than get late and rush~)
then at office feel very boring and sien on my routine work~
a heap of messy paper work...wholly company document are pass to me to done it~wtf...
But on meeting, my boss has mentioned that he knew I'm a good and hardworking worker, so he will work on our extra bonus to repay my expend~Hopefully he will fulfill his promises~ ^o^
Then at home, still have to tidy-up my room, done all household duties~ thanks dear for helping me done some, if not~cham!!!
dunno why... even I very very tired but I still very difficult to fall asleep too~
Haiz.z.z.z.z.z.z.zzzz
my face look so sallow, black eye circle become dark to darken~
Oh my god...how ugly am I~
faint!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

sAdNess

Last few days my dear suggested celebrate my birthday at Pulau Redang this year~ then I very surprise and excited so started seek for price and planning on it~
Yesterday still be very happy on planning and discussion~
but then today have to call cancel it because of ill-timed! =='

In fact, I knew I wont have chance to celebrate my birthday at there~ because 清明节 every year is same month with my birthday at April.
My family definitely wont allow me travel during on this terrible period~ my family are very taboo on 清明节& 农历七月so there is not have any activities compulsory for this duration. So postpone just will be do~haiz.z.z.z
Even if there are some disappointed but my dear brighten me with others celebration~ so may be just wait and see what surprise will him bring to me~ ;p

Beside of this, we also discuss about our celebration on Valentine day. Firstly is plan to Genting but still have others programs appear in a flash~ having candle-light dinner at home with DVD show, sing-k at Redbox, watch movie and divert at JB, go for seafood, etc... since so many programs in queue, make choice at that time better may as well~
This is the 3rd valentine day we going to celebrate it, hope there will be another sweet memory in our mind~^o*

Monday, February 9, 2009

元宵节

Today is the day of the 15Th of the 1st lunar month, mean it's last day of lunar new year too!
Lunar new year were end with successful soon, and life going back to as normal too~
So, have to clear away all holiday mood and be concentrate on work now onwards~sigh!!!
As we said regularly, happy moment always past so fast~haiz.z.z.zz...

However, today is the big day of Chinese traditional day! Grand celebration is definitely and dumplings is compulsory~No matter how, must dress up and pamper our self with delicacies indispensable! ^o^ Wish all the best and happy go lucky all the time!!!Cheers...

And the moonlight on this "niu" year is the most round, bright and clear since 52years! Wow, definitely cant miss out this magnificent sight tonight! So excited and look forward it~

May the Ox bring more luck, health and wealth to all of us!!!Cheers~